From the dim hallway, walls swollen with summer damp.

Concave threshold to the morning’s livid light.

When my father said Gerrard Street East, his voice.

The passing subway tremors upwards,
     into me, reverberates in ligaments and membranes.

On canvas shoes through minor parks,
     a pinball in a rudderless machine.

My father, transiently animate. Funny in
     the ebbing language, bantering with shopkeepers.

A lifeguard pours bleach in the fractured
     blue wading pool, sloshes it out with her legs.

If I could, I’d view a produce stand as he
     did, fill a paper bag with dillweed, bitter melon, ladyfingers.

Miraculous reversal poster in the window
     of the Portuguese apothecary.

Who lived where he never resembled somebody.

Belled, metal restaurant elephant. They’re
     barely open. The woman fills and seals samosas in the uproar of a standing fan.

I have tea. Father, dayflower, I keep arriving at
     this dead end where the menu says exotic, stamped with sickle chilis.

The fan blades clatter frantically in their cage.
     A ghetto blaster spools ghazals.

Her husband, over the counter, shouts: The
     pavements here are very bad. You must take
     your walks on the pitch, in circles. This is what all of us do.