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The Fight

The Fight

by Walter Lloyd

I enter the ring

High on ambition.

Visions of victory

Luring me in

An ecstatic flurry

Lulls me into thinking

“I can do this.”

When he lands his first punch,

I’m breathless, unbelieving.

Then he smashes my nose

And breaks a rib

Jeering at my feeble attempts.

I’m truly scared.

I land a few

While he works me over.

Broken teeth, like gravel in my mouth,

My life is leaking

From so many cuts.

Exhausted and drained of volition

Apathy weighs my arms down

But I strike and strike, a desperate windmill.

When I become unbalanced

And fall to the canvas

I know that I

Am the loser again.

From this fresh perspective

I look at me writing

Fighting with my inner critic

Horrified I could do myself

Such fierce and crippling damage.

About the Poetry Blackboard

The Poetry Blackboard showcases poems curated by Kingston's Poet Laureate and written by Kingston poets. There's a new poem every month, written by poets living and dead, historical and contemporary, published and unpublished, adults and children, giving full range to the cultural voice of Kingston. Started in 2015 by Helen Humphreys, the Poetry Blackboard has been continued since 2019 by Jason Heroux.

We wish to thank Helen Humphreys, Kingston's second Poet Laureate, for her generous support of emerging and established poets in Kingston through library programming and our Poetry Blackboard project. Throughout her four years as Poet Laureate, Helen curated a digital collection of poetry to showcase the talents of local creators of all ages, both historic and contemporary. Helen also offered several opportunities for emerging poets to develop their craft, offering group workshops and one-on-one mentorship. Her active engagement with the library and community has been greatly appreciated.

In 2019 we welcomed the incoming Poet Laureate, Jason Heroux, who continues to curate the Poetry Blackboard and to develop new community programming.

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